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In this world

By NataliaCSzczepan All Rights Reserved ©

Drama / Romance


I don't want to be the girl who cries whenever she's left alone. I don't want to be the wasted life that never mattered to anyone. I don't want to be that girl who keeps staring in the mirror thinking how worthless I am, I don't want to be the girl who never had that good, one life. I just don't want to be her... I was a stupid, silly girl. No one ever cared, but I was too blind to see it. I don't know if it was karma for something, but I lost everything. I lost everything in a blink of an eye. My family, my hope and faith. All of it just went down. But why me? Thought it'll finally be alright, but I was wrong. As always. This crazy journey starting from highschool left me lifeless. Will someone help me to gain strength and will to live?

Chapter 1

Do you know what hurt the most? That each time you hurt me, you looked in my eyes and pretended like you can't see anything wrong about it. You acted like I didn't have any feelings, but even if I had, they wouldn't matter.
Each time you destroyed a small piece in me. Each and every time you let me down.
Ruined plans for better future; ruined chances for new hope.
I'm hurting, but it's not like you'd care anyway. You make me feel this way, but I'll get you back on that. One day. One dark day that'll be your last.
You manipulated me, but I won't let you do it anymore.
The feeling of brokenness and the shatter of my soul will forever haunt me down and that's all because of this one man. Most scars that I wear as my everyday clothing- but manage to keep in dark, the ones that remind me of the darkest times of my life.
How many times did I have to watch my precious blood run around my body and waste dropping on the floor?
They wasted the most valuable thing a have gotten and made it the worst one. They made me beg for mercy; beg for the life to end with no more pain. But it never did.
People will always try to put you down, so trust me when I say that you're all alone in this world.
Think, how many times did you need someone who wasn't there? How many times did you try to stay strong, but ended up bursting with tears in front of everyone... Did someone even realized? No one even cared.
This world is full of cruel people. They just wanna see you fall. They all take advantage of your misery.
Well, they did from my one. People still try to put me down, but after all the damage, after so much pain, I think I'm just used to it now. I don't feel half of the things they do now. You can say that I've reached my limit.
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